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I Am Going Completely Off The Rails
(And i’m not sure what to do about it.)
This article will be a bit different to my normal content, obviously, but I think in a lot of ways I am writing this post for me, not for anyone else. I find that this process brings me a lot of sanity — and peace. So I am sorry if you are the type to get annoyed at me for posting different types of content, that is understandable and I am such a mixed bag (and a total basket-case) that I am not expecting this to be read by my followers, or honestly; anyone. I might even prefer you don’t read this, i’m not sure. I just need to share this into the ethos. I am not sure why I have that urge, but I do and it has not gone away since it arose.r
Another thing, yes this is going to be another annoying article that has a lot to do with being transgender. I want to forget too, it is society that will not let me.
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To truly convey the emotions I want to put forth in this article, we need to go a bit back in time. As in back to what was going on a few years ago, in 2019. I must also confess that the timeline on all of this is incredibly fuzzy, as I do not know the exact time that I did any of this. What I want to express about this time period is that I was very unhappy. I had just moved into my own place for the first time, and found it…