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I Am Going Completely Off The Rails

(And i’m not sure what to do about it.)

Emma Boudreau
11 min readJan 24, 2023
Photo by Dmitriy Zub on Unsplash

This article will be a bit different to my normal content, obviously, but I think in a lot of ways I am writing this post for me, not for anyone else. I find that this process brings me a lot of sanity — and peace. So I am sorry if you are the type to get annoyed at me for posting different types of content, that is understandable and I am such a mixed bag (and a total basket-case) that I am not expecting this to be read by my followers, or honestly; anyone. I might even prefer you don’t read this, i’m not sure. I just need to share this into the ethos. I am not sure why I have that urge, but I do and it has not gone away since it arose.r

Another thing, yes this is going to be another annoying article that has a lot to do with being transgender. I want to forget too, it is society that will not let me.

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To truly convey the emotions I want to put forth in this article, we need to go a bit back in time. As in back to what was going on a few years ago, in 2019. I must also confess that the timeline on all of this is incredibly fuzzy, as I do not know the exact time that I did any of this. What I want to express about this time period is that I was very unhappy. I had just moved into my own place for the first time, and found it…

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Emma Boudreau
Emma Boudreau

Written by Emma Boudreau

i am a computer nerd. I love art, programming, and hiking. https://github.com/emmaccode

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